Tag: trip
The Trip Back
by Anonymous on Jun.08, 2010, under Psychedelics
About a week ago, I administered a small dose of LSD to myself right before smoking kush. To say the least, the experience wasn’t pleasant at all. The energy I felt from the LSD fought a vastly different mentality I acquired from an Indica leaf. Reality started to melt away, and it was followed by what I thought was going to be a psychotic meltdown.
For the most part, it was a bad trip you would read out of a textbook. I suffered from a severe panic attack, but completely avoided mentioning it to my friend out of fear that I’d also ruin his trip. I was trapped inside my own head, fighting off the vivid, nightmarish realization that my life was certainly going to come to an end. I creeped into a small corner of the room, asked myself if I was happy about how I had lived my life, and tried to accept the inevitable fate: I was going to die.
It was impossible; and inexplicably frightening.
When the drug finally wore off, the same questions stuck in my mind: Am I happy about how I’ve been living thus far? Why is death something to be feared? Can I overcome this?
To be continued.
